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Introvert moment

Meditation is my Medication

Was there a moment that changed everything for you?

   Realized my bucket was empty.  Had given so much of me outside of giving back to myself to the point of sickness. I sit now. I rest now. I write now. I shed tears now. Have a new bucket now. Not empty but it has potential. Still in a place of the unknown but it’s ok. In order to take back ME I have to fight now. Work smarter. Building the way I see FIT for ME and not for anyone else. I come to realize in this life form the family you are genetically connected through the bloodline isn’t always your true family. I use to believe that. Not anymore. Your true connections are other life sources. I love who I love and nothing else matters. Learning this new word “No” is pretty cool.

My entire being broken down even more sickens my flesh to be reminded of the waste I carried for all these many years of others. I apologize to myself for putting others first. No! Not anymore. Learning how to take care of me now. Many started out with me when things were good.When I fell down, looking up and around “Hello where did everyone go”? No one was ever available. Ever home. Ever around anymore.

No turning back now. Moving forward. Think about a moment when everything changed for you. You will learn to appreciate life challenges is not an error. It was only saving me, saving you. Currently going through a strip down. Being stripped search for any indication, attachments of some sort of waste. Being snatched this way that way. Just handled all sorts of ways. But what can I say? In order to live a clean and healthy life you have to be rid of the dirt and uncleanliness from around you and on you. We all remember how we use to be pulled at. Tugged on. Had to stay clean. Be a certain way or your guardian would hit the roof? Lol!!!! Working on getting better for Me for the sake of me this time.

Another new moment in time. Another step I came closer to me. What about you? Was there a moment that changed everything for you? Was it a tear drop? Seeing someone healthy one day and the next day lying in a hospital in a coma from exhaustion? Think about it. Thank you for supporting Me(smiling).

Whatever happened to this?

I would like to commend the ARTIST for this lovely and beautiful painting that rested upon my eyes over 14 years ago. It sends VOLTS through my spirit each time I encounter the look. the feel. the soft. the soothe. the touch without the touch. The tears overflow my heart. My emotions have no expression. My soul remains unsettle. My passion is excited to tell the story of the picture like seeing it for the first time! The mood? it doesn’t matter. It doesn’t judge. It’s LOVE.

FreeByVeezyV 

Soar

“Been here for along while now.

Soar

Checking and analyzing me more.

Soar

Every moment I give thanks to the Universe beautification

Soar

To the “Creator” for all it’s creation.

Soar

Love in…

Soar 

Learning to “Soar” more EFFECTIVELY.

 Reserve energy 

Soar

Grateful

Soar 

Emotional

Soar

Forward

Soar

Free2BeMe

Soar

It hurts

Soar

I get tired

Soar

Strong as I ever been

Soar

“Don’t know where I’m going but for now I Soar.”