Beautiful is exactly what you want it to be.
Beautiful is exactly what you want it to be.
Your journey is the journal. Don’t think it has to be with a notebook, pen or paper. You are the connection to the journal of the journey. Staying connected is always on.
When you are in a place where you are always placing yourself being last to be served, there it will for certain tell you, you are in need of giving yourself more attention. There seem to always be a sense of acceptance and validation of others, when in fact you haven’t taken the time to receive your own self love. Knowing more of yourself means you need to care more about your well being. Learn and engage in your higher self and your lower self. Theirs always improvement for your growth. Be specific in an area that’s an DIS-Ease in your life. You sometime may feel like you’re not getting anywhere, but you are. I can relate by realizing I was only cutting at the surface and not getting to the root of the source of my challenges. I use to believe there was no “How to” until I began to discover more about myself. From there; self love, self support and self guidance began to make it’s presence. I was exhausted from creating everyone around me comfortable when in fact I was uncomfortable. In order for me to realize that, I had to fall with nothing attached to me. A real and genuine love sprinkled life back into me. It was like a plant without water, with suddenly this sprinkle into a pour hitting the roots and rising to the top of the plant. I felt so alive again, refresh, a new beginning with only me in the story. From there the KNOWING began to elevate me and evolving me in ways I never imagine nor experience.
Enclosing, just when you think you know everything about you, happily to say, you haven’t. It’s a whole newness of yourself that’s ready to rise up. Don’t give up on loving everything about yourself. Theirs a better version of yourself if you continue to read the other chapters of your life.
Many break up’s to make up became normal. Not realizing that’s what I use to see and know as being normal. I made excuses for my behavior and others behavior. The tug and pull back and forth became old and tiring. I decided for change and to make it happen(clueless). I would wait looking for signs, and it never came.
Awaken one early morning, my soul was crying. I realize the breakup begin with a reminder how I left me, stranded and abandoned. I learned how to give to others and putting what I needed last. I had to develop a relationship with myself. I was a stranger to myself. I had to stop my soul from crying. I begin to apologize for all that I took myself through not with words alone, but with action. Spending quiet time, reading and writing were things that brought me joy and happiness. It was something that I yearned for. I begin to break away from toxic behaviors. Setting boundaries, and limiting how much time giving to others. Loving and giving to myself is something I look forward to. I would turn off my phone, cut off social media and spend that time with myself.
I discovered how to love me first. I discovered new versions of myself. Continually, with no strain or struggles I connect daily with myself. I realize the break up to make up begin with me. Healing and forgiving myself. It’s tough letting go of people that are not healthy for your well being, yet it was necessary.
Often time I was blindsided by false love an lies in your mind, emotions and feelings. My judgement was a bit clouded at times.
Sidebar advise: Take the time to heal. You are the source of the problem, not the other person(s). Everything begins with you and finish with you. We have the free will to make our own decisions. You have to decide when its time for change. It’s not up to the other person(s). Don’t worry how it suppose to look or happen, just speak it, and when you least expect change it’s already done. Forgive to love again.
Unknowing, uncertainty, what’s next?
Sometime the light in a situation or circumstance can dim low, yet, keep in mind, you are LIGHT that shines. Light is learning, loveable, reachable and teachable. Light always shed understanding to those dark and shallow places. Light is Life. Life is substance. Light is You.
Hi there!!! Wanted to extend a token of my appreciation towards everyone that’s been apart of my growth and learning continually. Life demands can many time demand our attention, yet at times we forget to cherish and admire so many wonderful levels of oneself. This is a time and moment to say “Thank you” and to commend your greatness. I am honored to read amazing content. I love everyone’s uniqueness, and so much is needed. Can never have enough! We all have a safe space and courageous hearts, mind, body, soul & spirit! Keep the energy flowing. We are all elevating, healing and changing Earth into a New Birth! Happy New Years🎉😉💫
From childhood, teenager, and now an adult this picture reminds me of the bubbles I lived in; not fully living in my full essence. I lived through my silence and not enter-standing and my authentic self. These bubbles carried peoples opinions, and how my life should be. Soon realizing these bubbles confined my thoughts, emotions, and choices. Just as the photo display a person, lions & lioness. Is the person the controller or the animals? Are the animals angry because they have no more control over that person? Have that person stop living in fear? Are these emotions now controlled in that person favor? I say bubbles, the photo shows animals and one person.
My creativity was dismiss and ignored. At times my vibrations was low. I begin to unlearn much that was taught to me growing up. I developed a new start and releasing the old. I begin to pop one bubble at a time. I felt different, yet lighter and free. I realize my true emotions were controlled by others.
Pop, false thoughts about me were gone. Pop, no more doubt vanished. Pop, others opinions were their perspective, but not mines. Pop, silence no more, I have a voice. Pop, not your life, this is my life. Pop, the blindfolds are gone, thanks, but I can see my own way now. Pop, suppress feelings and emotions, I can manage myself. Enough damage have been done. Learning my own love languages(Like). Those bubbles were containments with no option, no growth. Knew it had to be more outside restriction and restraints(Pop).
I think back and realize there were separation in in my division. I was set apart from key components of myself. I knew being discouraged was not real. Walking away was best for me. I am loveable and a warrior. Destroying destructive behaviors that wasn’t mines, done. Pop, incapable, they say. No, capable, I say. The more I popped, the more I was free by others.
The love, beauty and passion for writing helps me grow. Meeting new people is freedom. When I begin to transform more into myself, I remain strong like a tree and bloom like flowers.
When you come to a place of what’s working for you, you are Free2BYou. Move away from suppression and achieve in greatness of yourself. Build your home filled with your own memories, stories, new adventures and your resting place. Continue to learn patience, and embrace your pace.
To be conditioned to think a certain type of way(s) I ask, are you free? Denying yourself, and live inside someone else’s bubbles, do you feel replenished? Rules and guidelines are functions of someone else bubbles, what’s your thoughts about that? You have great ideas, but you’ve been told, you don’t have enough education or skills, do you believe that?
We all have a multitude of gifts and talents, never stop loving what you do. Be inspired and inspire others. Chose to accept or not accept.
“We decide to control our emotions or be consumed by them”
Unknown writer of this quote. And powerful photo of many life lived and living stories.
Just begin to reach and they will capture you
When I look at this picture, I see only one hand reaching up. This reflection ignites my entire being for many levels.
1) Given so much to gain very little from others. When my cup ran empty, I had nothing to replenish back into myself. Nothing sad or regretful to say the least or more, just lessons learned and still learning.
2) boundaries was unheard of. “No way”, that meant, I would be selfish in helping others, and neglect myself with disappointments was ok “ I deal with my needs later. I had to start rehearsing and practicing say “no”.
3) Once I began to reflect on myself, all those hands I extending outwardly to everyone else began to shift towards me, inwardly and outwardly. I actually begin to see all these hands for the first time, which were always mines and always visual, and always there. I was blind to the fact that I am a servant to caring for oneself first. When I needed a lending hand(s), they were already taking, full, and reserved by others(my choice).
4) I begin to restore myself into myself. Those extended hand(s)out to others first were ending. I understood boundaries, self love, healing, spending time with myself, relationship with oneself, and so much more.
5) We sometimes have to lose ourselves to find ourselves. No fault finding, no regrets, only gratefullness. It was me, that I learned from pass lessons in a more loving way than angry way.
6) Take a minute to reflect in your own life, and question are you really taking care of yourself or are you’re not? And how can you make a difference in your space? You are responsible for you. You will always have you! Don’t take it for granted. Lata!
A strong woman
Is one who feels deeply and loves fiercely
Her tears flow just as abundantly as her laughter
She is not afraid to be afraid
A strong woman
Is both soft and powerful
She takes compliments to heart and treats herself
Like the queen that she is
A strong woman
Is equally visionary and decisive. She is able to believe in hope when things look hopeless. She is both practical and spiritual
A strong woman
Is her essence
Is a gift to the entire world
To a woman who shows what it takes to be one
“Always something, shaking my head”
self love says ” you rise above”
“Always challenges, shaking my head”
self worth says, you rise above”
“I’m exhausted. ready to throw in the tower”
self inspiring says “you rise above”
“It’s lonely in here. I had no idea how much I’ve been missed”
self forgiveness, says, “you came back and you still rise above”
“I can’t do this, with my head down
self encouragement says, “I believe in you. You got this! LET’S GO!!!RISING ABOVE!!!!”
“I fell down here. I see rejection, abandonment, ignoring my feelings and emotions. And right there, I started my a few projects that I really enjoy and now I see I didn’t finish them. Over there, I was angry. As I look further, I see my self esteem was low. And now, I understand, I care taking care of everyone except for myself”.
self awareness says, ” I see what you see, you rise above them all. Look how far you’ve traveled. Because you decided to walk your life journey, it was not promised it would be easy. When you allow yourself to time to reflect you realize so much that was missed. Not everything can be fixed, but at least now, you’ve given the time needed to recognize. You rise in your climb. HUGE accomplishment.
“I laugh out loud. shaking my head. I cry out loud, shaking my head because it feel so good to my soul. I can take my time now. I’ve have so much I covered, and much to conqueror. I believe I get it now!
self healing says, ” You are taking time with yourself. You are the map to every part of you. You have the solution. I support you. Trust yourself more. It’s so much fun learning and getting to know yourself. Relationship begins with you. Once you implement care to self, then others will not only see it, they will know it.”
Self love, self care is never too far away. The journey starts out complaining with low vibrations. Ha! Nonetheless, high vibration begin to speak repeatedly the same phrase. Mindset begin to change. Conversation shifted and increase higher. low vibration begin to fade away.
After overcoming the workout, the incline became a breeze. My internal and external were now on equal grounds. Pour inward and outward, deserving, and team work.
Take a look around and see how far you’ve come. When people attempt to down play you, or you’re not good enough, don’t except that. Hit REJECT+DELETE and “RISE ABOVE” you got this….take a look at the photo one more time….”You rise above”
LET’S GOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!! UP…Now go with in YOU….