Hi there!!! Wanted to extend a token of my appreciation towards everyone that’s been apart of my growth and learning continually. Life demands can many time demand our attention, yet at times we forget to cherish and admire so many wonderful levels of oneself. This is a time and moment to say “Thank you” and to commend your greatness. I am honored to read amazing content. I love everyone’s uniqueness, and so much is needed. Can never have enough! We all have a safe space and courageous hearts, mind, body, soul & spirit! Keep the energy flowing. We are all elevating, healing and changing Earth into a New Birth! Happy New Years🎉😉💫
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What do you see?
From childhood, teenager, and now an adult this picture reminds me of the bubbles I lived in; not fully living in my full essence. I lived through my silence and not enter-standing and my authentic self. These bubbles carried peoples opinions, and how my life should be. Soon realizing these bubbles confined my thoughts, emotions, and choices. Just as the photo display a person, lions & lioness. Is the person the controller or the animals? Are the animals angry because they have no more control over that person? Have that person stop living in fear? Are these emotions now controlled in that person favor? I say bubbles, the photo shows animals and one person.
My creativity was dismiss and ignored. At times my vibrations was low. I begin to unlearn much that was taught to me growing up. I developed a new start and releasing the old. I begin to pop one bubble at a time. I felt different, yet lighter and free. I realize my true emotions were controlled by others.
Pop, false thoughts about me were gone. Pop, no more doubt vanished. Pop, others opinions were their perspective, but not mines. Pop, silence no more, I have a voice. Pop, not your life, this is my life. Pop, the blindfolds are gone, thanks, but I can see my own way now. Pop, suppress feelings and emotions, I can manage myself. Enough damage have been done. Learning my own love languages(Like). Those bubbles were containments with no option, no growth. Knew it had to be more outside restriction and restraints(Pop).
I think back and realize there were separation in in my division. I was set apart from key components of myself. I knew being discouraged was not real. Walking away was best for me. I am loveable and a warrior. Destroying destructive behaviors that wasn’t mines, done. Pop, incapable, they say. No, capable, I say. The more I popped, the more I was free by others.
The love, beauty and passion for writing helps me grow. Meeting new people is freedom. When I begin to transform more into myself, I remain strong like a tree and bloom like flowers.
When you come to a place of what’s working for you, you are Free2BYou. Move away from suppression and achieve in greatness of yourself. Build your home filled with your own memories, stories, new adventures and your resting place. Continue to learn patience, and embrace your pace.
To be conditioned to think a certain type of way(s) I ask, are you free? Denying yourself, and live inside someone else’s bubbles, do you feel replenished? Rules and guidelines are functions of someone else bubbles, what’s your thoughts about that? You have great ideas, but you’ve been told, you don’t have enough education or skills, do you believe that?
We all have a multitude of gifts and talents, never stop loving what you do. Be inspired and inspire others. Chose to accept or not accept.
“We decide to control our emotions or be consumed by them”
Unknown writer of this quote. And powerful photo of many life lived and living stories.
Where are you currently in the chapters of your book?
Growing more into my voice, and that’s huge for me, personally speaking. Healing is constantly transforming in different languages, expression, motions, and sometime nothing at all.
I’ve learned something new about my self. More like a hidden treasure, my voice outwardly instead of inwardly. I use to get frustrated and have writers block, and suddenly, I would shut down for weeks, and sometimes months. For some ironic….hmmmm, not sure if I have a reason, just know, recording out what I wanted to say, was another outlet to express what I could not write out or type out at times. I had no more excuses to shut down. That door was closed, and I am appreciative of that.
Healing takes time just like pursuing what you desire in life. Still learning to be patient with myself and also gentle. If I miss a coma, punctuation, or even misspell, I don’t allow it to stop the flow. I keep going and keep writing and keep speaking. Grateful🦋
During that time
When you shut down, just remember to open back up. It’s easy to get stuck in one place by overly focus in one place or space.
A little of my journey
Allow your purpose to drive your feelings. You will grow to know that the best fulfillment are the things you most enjoy and love. Spend sometime with your thoughts, and allow your journey to begin. You will never regret it.
Are you Present?
Are you Tardy?
Are you Absent?
Where are you now?
With so much going on around the world, I see more and not see more chaos than ever before. It’s so easy to get snatched into the whirlwind of never endings of confusion. Once you feel like things are getting better, it interchanges with a smack down knock out.
From my perspective, it’s a new discovery of my days are much shorter. From one moment to the next, making moves and getting things done is now, or never. One task can last an entire day, while other tasks goes undone. I had to pause and check in. Take a moment, even hours to relax and release.
I am presently, writing, enjoying sounds of quietness. Yes, tardy for others things that can wait. It’s not going anywhere.
Being absent, yes and no. Yes, of demands of outside stuff. No, not absent of what I need right now…rest, and the simple moments.
Where am I now? In my sacred place, eating pasta for breakfast @11:08 am in the morning. Loving this moment.
Stay connected with yourself through all the tugs and pulls. Merge off the expressway sometimes, park your vehicle and you, and ease your dis-Ease. Expressway way can mean anything that’s on your to-do-list in some cases.
Self says… “This is your space, I’m just here to help you organize a few things”
Always love who you are. And if you need a few adjustments, it’s ok. Love YOUR process.
When you have that connection, two people meet towards each other, beside one another and traveling in the same direction.
Connect to the Connection. It will never be by force, it’s the choice that’s bigger than us. You won’t resist(smile).